Copyright 2000 Stewart Dickson and Rebecka Dickson
The amorphous field of blue-green phosphenes fall away from the
GLARE of the mid-day sun through her sunglasses.
Julia's eyes finally focus on the magazine she had spread across her
chest. Beyond it, her tan stomach glistens with sunscreen. Her arms,
to her sides feel heavy on the armrests of the chaise. Her string
bikini bottom is a bright yellow. Her legs are stretched out all the
way down to her shiny red toenails. Her parents were
Mediterranean and Julia's dark hair and skin show it.
"MMmmmmmm", she moans sleepily. It's a warm day, but not
hot. Yet, she has been sound asleep and the pages stick a little to her
skin as she lifts them from her breasts.
Her mind catches up with her eyes. Julia is at home, sunbathing by
the pool, among the date palm. She is waking up having fallen asleep
reading her magazine.
She looks at the clock. "Oh,... time..." Sensation is returning to her
skin as she swings her feet to the Italian tile of the patio. She gets
up and goes inside.
She passes by Ben's home office and computer room.
Like hers, his parents were also Mediterranean, but from the
Moorish side. He is sitting at his computer, an intense black man
with cornrows on his head which trail into long braids down his
back.
On Ben's monitor is the face of a homeless man, surrounded by
images of despair -- images torn from the Internet by a multi-media
dictionary server.
Ben is saying, "I don't know what to tell you. I'm just barely getting
by here, myself."
The homeless man is irate. "Yeah, well I'm not getting by! I lost my
house. I'm living in the shelter down the street. I come here to
the library to try and find a job. But you -- you did this. You put my
company out of business!"
Images on the screen become more violent as the man becomes
more agitated.
Julia decides not to interrupt, but she can still hear Ben as she heads
down the hallway to her bedroom.
Ben is saying, "I'm sorry. I just did what they paid me to do. It
seemed like the right thing at the time. How could I predict my
software would replace so many people?"
Julia finds her dress and slips it on over her head. She steps into
sandals and picks up her bag -- ready for Yoga class.
Ben is no longer talking to the homeless man when she returns to the
office door. "Honey, my class has already started," she says.
"OK, have a nice time," Ben replies absently.
What's he doing, she wonders silently, channel surfing? On one of his
other monitors is "The Celestine Prophecy" -- direct-to-video. It was
at some point after the hero had learned to see energy -- and there
was a woman standing there with swirls of colored smoke waving
around her.